Letting go。

Hi blog:)

Did u still remember the last summer how I sorrowful when he told to me he want go to Taiwan for his university studies?


One year has passed... 


I once tried hard to hold on to continue our love over the past year when people said to me
Distance is just a test to see how love can travel.
But I think maybe the aeroplane of  us  is not pro enough ..
so I  lose already..so poor ..isn't..? : O


18.3.2013    MONDAY
I still remember it.
the every moment I cried in that day after he want me to let him go
I still can recall every words tat how I begging him pls don't leave me alone until my tears is covering my mobile phone..
even I know it's really hurt if I still  keep hold on to..

I ask myself afterward why tat moment dun wan let him go


actually even now I also dunno..

I only know tat no matter because of  wat
All of it is too cruel to me.
I only know in the first three days
I can't stop crying when I bathing   eating  driving   sleeping  even in dreaming..


But fortunately, I've tried hard hold back my tears in front of my family and I've done it .

And now ,
Actually I need to admit tat I'm single almost 20 days already..
My life without him 20 days already..
My heart is still pain but finally peace has been restored in it already..



Daddy & mummy
No pain no gain.
Sorry for keep back the truth to u all..
Sorry for let your daughter have been hurt again..
but dun worry about her .I'm sure she'll soon pull out of it.. 

MOLI GO,
Thanks for u in the first three days ..
singing for me     crying together wif me    lend ur shoulder to me
And thanks for u in these days try ur best to guard my smile
Yes , u 're my guardian angel   :)

Dear H.Ru,
Sorry tat I always reply u  I'm OKAY
it's doesn't mean I don't trust u anymore
it's because saying that I'm okay is so much easier rather than explaining all the reasons why I 'm not.
I dunno how long does this kind of pain in my heart even in my life, but I promise to u tat I'll be fine as fast as I can :)

Rainie,
Dun worry about me，thanks ur heart is beside wif  me :)
Thanks for u try to understood all my feelings ..
U're right ..
My eyes is raining because of him ,but my heart is held an umbrella for him.


and LAST in this blog,
I just want to say a few words to someone:

MY BOY,


Yes , I'm Letting go.


U said ,
''I 'll keep u in my heart until I fall in love with someone else..''
Thank you for DAMN EASY said those words to broke all  the promises..
And Sorry that I broke the promise to u , too.


Erm..
Actually keep me in ur heart is meaningless alrdy
Just remember the moment how U begging me to let U go..


No need sorry
No need guilty




As I had never appeared in your life even in your heart..




That's enough...


PS：

會懷念一個人    是在想起跟他美好的時候   你會笑   雖然已經過去  但還是真心希望現在的他可以過的很好。 
所以沒有恨   但也沒有辦法繼續愛了。

與其漸漸失去自己 不如把手放開。
我想
這就是最好的安排  也許這次放手能期待 下次當你再遇到愛 她會是個比我適合你的女孩。

Drenched。

When minutes become hours
When days become years
And I dont know where you are
Color seems so dull without you

Have we lost our minds?
What have we done?
But it all doesnt seem to matter anymore

When you kissed me on that street, I kissed you back
You held me in your arms, I held you in mine
You picked me up to lay me down
When I look into your eyes
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I
Im drenched in your love
Im no longer able to hold it back

Is it too late to ask for love?
Is it wrong to feel right?
When the world is winding down
Thoughts of you linger around




Im drenched in your love
Im no longer able to hold it back.




PS：
“我努力想摆脱張志明，可结果发现，我变成了另一个張志明。”   --  《 春娇与志明 》